Friday, July 9, 2010
No more you in my life since we were separated. I'm gonna miss you. Everything about you. Everything that we have shared before. Now, i just have to keep all those memories. You'll never know why did i do this to you. And you'll never understand why. Because you're just a fifteen-year-old boy which is doesn't know much about love and life. I love you, yes i do. And i know you love me too. But you never prove it to me. Until now. And sorry if I'd hurt you. I know I'd made lot of mistakes to you. I am sorry, i really am.
How many times did I feel asleep happily, imagining you were laying next to me? God knows. God knows how much I loved you, how much you meant to me, I thought you knew it too, I was wrong totally. Oh, do you still remember those sweet ice creams? I now understand why they tasted so good, now that you are gone, its taste was just eating it with you, it’s obvious. I still feel that warm feeling on my chest, left from the times you put your head. I still hear your hair’s smell, that natural perfume of yours. And baby hear this, I miss you telling me that we will get through this, I miss you saying you love me, I miss your sweet words you use to tell me not so long ago, I miss you being mine, I miss you being able to make me laugh. I miss your laughter, I miss your love, but most of all I miss you.
Id like to meet someone who wouldn’t give up on me. Someone who would always be there no matter what. Someone who I could tell all of my secrets to, and they would trust me enough and tell me theirs. Someone who wouldn’t care what I wear, or how I have my hair done. Someone who would call me every night just to hear my voice. Someone who would know me well enough to tell when I’m mad, sad or confused. Someone who wouldn’t like me just for the looks, but for my heart and my personality. Someone who wouldn’t just love, but who would be addicted to me. Someone who would never leave me clueless or alone. Someone who would always keep their promises and mean what they say. Someone who would look out for me. Someone who would never leave me broken. Someone who would be faithful to me. Someone who would be the one for me, and I’d be the one for them. Someone who would be my Romeo and I’ll be their Juliet.
*Luqman Naim, I wish you'll be mine
Saturday, June 19, 2010
kakak, firstly adik mintak maaf kalau adik ada buat kakak kecil hati. adik cuma nak kakak tahu, kakak dah salah anggap. that words adik tak tuju kan dekat kakak. tapi untuk my second sister, Nur Syamira. please do understand. tak kan lah adik tergamak cakap macam tu dekat kakak kan? kakak tak faham isi hati adik. adik sayang kakak macam mana adik sayang diri adik sendiri. memang adik tak tunjukkan. hati adik tak pernah tutup untuk kakak, syuha, aniq. adik sayang korang macam adik beradik kandung. susah kakak nak faham isi hati orang. kakak jangan tinggalkan adik. jangan tinggalkan adik.. adik menangis tulis benda ni. adik tak pernah bahagia bila hidup kat dunia ni. kadang kadang sakit adik terubat bila kakak selalu ada dengan adik. adik sayang kakak. honestly air mata tak berhenti mengalir. setitis air mata yang jatuh ibarat seribu kasih yang adik curahkan untuk orang yang dipanggil kakak...